Pile Blood Lyrics
My greasy hands trying to hold on
That which can’t be held
Or measured against anyone else’s
I hear if you sit still long enough something will bubble up
But it’s hardly ever what you want
I wish I even had the patience
To bring myself to pray to something
But it’s always only a guess
No one has convinced me one way or the next
And then I try to relax
Can I see its blood?
Even if only one time
Can I see its blood?
Even if only one time
I keep on spitting into the abyss and now I’m surrounded on all sides
And I probably should’ve changed
But what if my mouth had run dry?
And I have a sneaking suspicion
That it’s been a joke the whole time
That our brains are playing pranks
That are just feeding us lines
But I’m still unconvinced that not even nothing exists